2009-05-26
Death Be Upon Me
Death be upon me.
I say it when I wouldn't kill myself, but when I want God to strike me down. Because sometimes, my non existance would be so much easier for so many people.
Hmm. I do enjoy life in moments, but in the long run, I think I'm a horrible person. Dreadful. I'd look down upon me if I were someone else.
My downfall: I live in the moment without thinking about the future and how I could be hurting that person. And then the worst part, is sometimes I don't even care, as long as I have those moments.
Yes. It would be easier if I vanished altogether.
"When the rain comes, they run and hide their heads, they might as well be dead. When the rain comes, when the rain comes."
redleaves24 at 10:07 p.m.